Hates

Personally, I hate myself beeing born.

I hate myself being miserable, because I thought of other people feelings.
I hate myself to behave in some ways which I don't wish myself to be because the way im being brought up.
I hate myself growing up, without knowing what is love.
I hate myself being alone from young until now.
I hate myself for been able to feel for others.
I hate myself for being trapped in bonds.
I hate myself for knowing more about me.
I hate myself for having emotions.
I hate myself for crying easily.
I hate myself for having nobody to depend on.
I hate myself for having a false fitness.
I hate myself for being soft-hearted.
I hate myself for losing a brother.
I hate myself for being unable to change others.
I hate myself for allowing others to speak.
I hate my background.
I hate myself from allowing others to speak what is untrue about me.
I hate sympathetism.

I had hate too many things in the world to show.
To be honest and sadly, nobody in my family is ever happy.
All of our life can be written as a story, a touching and sad one.

digusting world
--jiaqian-->